This innate distrust may have been due to previous life karma involving matters in which you were betrayed somehow, losing your material assets and social status due to having cared too deeply for others or believing in them too faithfully. You doubt other peoples intentions, unable to trust most. Money does not buy true happiness, though this lesson may not come easily to you. Ponder the tale of the one who gained the world yet lost his soul and re-evaluate what you feel is significant. There is a good chance that you place too much value on acquiring material or monetary assets which can blind you to the things that truly matter. The more you suffer the more you will learn to submit to the course fate has put before you, the more you give in to this the more likely you will be to reach enlightenment and redemption. Do not disregard the issues in your life, expecting that they will somehow disappearthey wont. It is imperative that you face the things you are afraid of directly, as this is the only way to surpass them. You may be afraid of what you do now know, an end to your existence, or of a higher power.

This inclination may lead you towards escapism via substance abuse or other means that can provide an outlet. It is likely that you attempt to evade your duties and all that you are afraid of. (power = 8.68 and this aspect is discordant = -13.02) The most important thing for you to learn is to be satisfied with yourself despite your possible imperfections. You may feel an internal tension for stimulation which can have you trying to do too many assignments at once. Dismissing your aspirations will result in endlessly jumping from on unfinished project to another learn self-restraint and complete the things you begin. Allow yourself a realistic timeframe to aspire to, as time is the one thing you have the most of do not fight against it, but become in sync, flow with it. Keep in mind that you can accomplish a lot by taking things one day at a time slow and steady wins the race. This sort of mentality sets you up for a fall and when you do inevitably fail, you are unable to hold onto your initiative and motivation to continue with your aspirations. There is a possibility of setting your goals higher than you can achieve. Have faith and you will find yourself surrounded with what you need. Do not lose trust in the universe to look out for you and keep you safe. Try to relieve your apprehension by relaxing more and doing the opposite of your inclination GIVE. As the anxiety increases, you find yourself sacrificing your excitement, your giving nature, and your trust in the world. This concern distresses you to such a degree that you pinch your pennies, worrying that any moment now it can all come tumbling down.

You have a tendency to make yourself miserable due to deeply rooted anxieties over being unable to support yourself and possibly losing whatever material possessions you have acquired. (power = 8.94 and this aspect is discordant = -8.94)

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